Consequences !

                                                         You go from a situation that says to everybody , hey I'm doin fine , all my aspirations have been met . All the things that meant anything to me are now established and concreted into that place you call your base line . To a situation of utter chaos and confusion . Not really knowing how you feel about things and more importantly people . Your insurance that was the road you traveled , has suddenly become littered with avenues and cul de sacs that lead absolutely nowhere . They have suddenly appeared from nowhere , and getting back on track is getting increasingly more difficult . The more I try , the more energy I am wasting on things and people who should really have no influence over me . But they do , and that's a little disturbing , when you have always been in control of what you let in , and the things you push out .
                                                        Not being able to just concentrate , not being able to just make a decision on whether you want tea or coffee is becoming an awkward hurdle in my life . Now you may just ask , how do you get to this stage ? Its incredibly easy , but in my opinion , its a stage you need to stay away from , its a line that should never be crossed

. You may think you need to see the other side of things , but there are times that these sides you incredibly need to see can be your very undoing . As the good woman used to say " Curiosity Killed The Cat " .
                                                       Not everything needs to me known , not everything needs to be dissected , unless you're completely able to endure and take responsibility for the results . Being inquisitive can be healthy , but when it becomes an obsession , it can have grave consequences . Probably consequences that you can neither handle or will ever be allowed to forget .