How Disappointing You Are !

                                                          Do I understand why I feel it necessary to relate significant /insignificant things to the cloud , cosmos , world , anyone who cares to read ? Answer will always be NO not at all ! Its just a way of unscrambling the riots and the upheaval in my brain . We all have them , you know the one's ? You're lying there in the dark , waiting to go asleep and all you can think about is how your day went , how you dealt with things , and maybe you could have done it better . Then if you're lucky you go off to oblivion .
                                                         Then there's the daytime , much more difficult , because you're not going anywhere , you're not going asleep , you're fighting to take control of your surroundings . Thats when it gets kinda scary , cause there's no help , you're on your own and this is your fight and no one else's !
                                                         After a while , you calm down a little and have worked out a strategy to get you through your day , peace at last ! Still , these are the hurdles we all face day to day and it makes us who we are . Imagine though , if you hadn't got the tools to get your head together , now that would really be scary .
                                                         I digress , getting back to being able to share , you find an audience for your blog / ravings , and wonder why certain people might find your ravings interesting . You accept your friends like to maybe delve into your subconcious to try and understand you or thinking maybe we have something in common . That's ok , that's allowed , but you wonder why someone who you've never heard of , you've never seen , and who is the managing director of a media company who specialize in the art of suggestion and human behaviour wants to read your blog . I never have believed in coincidence , especially when it comes to strangers showing interest in my ramblings .
                                                        Then you ask that same person why the interest , how did you come upon me , and he unfollows you ! No explanation , no reason , not even a reply ! How disappointing you are !

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