Singing a song , & Forgetting the Words !

                                                      Good afternoon fellow Lords & Ladies of the Universe . Its a kindly day , not snowing , no rain , winds 3 m.p.h , a crisp winter's day . Not to everyone's liking but I like it ! The house is warm , the fire is lit a truly perfect scenario . Ok lets dispense with the description chapter and get on to the meaty part .
                                                     I love studying , be it from a distance people and their behaviour . I love how people can be so different from each other , and yet we are composed of the same bits and pieces . You watch people and their reaction to different things , and you say to yourself , now I wouldn't have done it that way . We all have an opinion , but strangely we don't always choose to exercise that opinion .
                                                    Then there is the question of one's appearance , the thing that initially sells yourself to other human beings . That initial meeting when you are introduced to someone outside of your usual circle , and your usual openness is replaced by fear and trepidation . And then whats worse is when someone realises your change of position , and your total lack of input into the conversation . They say something like whats gotten your tongue , what has you so quiet , only five minutes ago you were saying this and saying that . Now the spotlight is on your inability to mix with strangers and you feel abandoned . Your appearance is no longer an issue , you are now onstage singing a song and can't remember the words !
                                                   Embarrassed is not a word you should feel , but you do ! So what do you do ? Do you stay and continue feeling foolish for your being dumbfounded , or do you leave  feeling  totally inept ? Either way you're a loser . So now your feelings of inadequacy have multiplied

                                                   Firstly , everyone postures , everyone is secretly unsure of themselves , everyone has feelings of inadequacy at certain times . Some people deal with it by running away ( not a good idea ) , and some people actually get violent because they've been put in a corner and feel there is no escape (not a good idea either)! So what is the answer I hear you ask ? Well there is no answer but acceptance of one's limitations , saying to oneself , rather than posturing and beating one's chest , this is me , this is who I am , and take it or leave it . You are never gonna please everybody , so when you feel the need put this acceptance into practice . You are a Lord/Lady of the Universe , just like everyone else , no better or worse than the next person !