The Unfillable Hole .

                                    Sunday morning ..................
                      I remain totally committed to the eradication of low self esteem among individuals , who through no fault of their own seem to live life constantly having to explain their existence . How does it get to this ? How does a beautiful human being get to loathing themselves and their surroundings ? I know its a case of low confidence , how does that trait , that horrible feeling get there in the first place ? Could it be that we ourselves put an  individuals success ahead of their stability ? Its kinda ironic , that when the individual falls all we can do is say , hey I never seen that coming . Sure he never really spoke about that , but somehow he/she always looked lost .
                    I write this knowing only recently that a beautiful human being died from depression . He always dealt with his demons publicly , and entertained us while going through this process. How beautiful it was to watch again  " The Fisher King  " and laugh and still not understand how this comic whirlwind could get so low . Man he was special , never have I been so effected by someones passing over than by his .
                   It gives you an insight into the man , that he lived his life till the end in a house that he inherited from his mother . Never getting caught up in the glare and surreal life that was Hollywood . The hole he has left is unfillable , and nor should we try , leave that hole exposed , leave it open so that we can all look into it and step back when we realise what that deep deep hole represents . It represents pain , the  type of pain you really want to avoid at all costs , its so all consuming .
                  I could go on forever about this Behemoth of a man , but let me just say in the words of himself in one of his movie roles " Suicide is a permanent solution to a Temporary problem "
                                    Sleep peacefully my hero , be happy now !
No need to examine or analyze me , I am Well Beyond That !

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