Who the F... Am I Kidding ?

                                                              Now you have to explain why you said all of those things in the first place . There's no way you can escape without someone finding out what you've been thinking . The time has come for absolute honesty to win the day , and you do know that by doing so someones head is gonna roll . There is no way you can escape the outcome , I think by now you have realized you have reached the point of no return . Its time to do what you promised and to hell with all the opinions and input of other people . This is gonna be your decision , and yours alone . There will be no coming back from this , no matter how much you might want to . For years you have been threatening to do this and finally , finally you will have your day . The doubters will of course want to see proof of your transformation , they will want to leer at this change to your otherwise plain appearance . And you will gloat , you will leer right back at them and dare them to take this step that has been tormenting you for a very long time .
                                                             A step like this would never have been an easy one , especially  with so many detractors surrounding you . I mean its very easy having an opinion about something , looking from the outside in . But you can only truly have an opinion concerning this when you are on the inside looking out . That's the place to be , nowhere to hide , not even if you wanted to . You shall be from now on , on the crest of a wave looking at all of your detractors , not with malice , but with bewilderment at them not having taken your lead .
                                                           The world is full of if only I did this , and if only I did that . So much so nothing much ever gets done . Most of life's good ideas are put on the back burner , they only make the light of day when someone has gone over that idea so many times that because of maybe apathy they decide to go with a winning formula , quite by accident . I know I am digressing here , but I want it to be understood that just because you do something out of character does not mean you have lost it . It quite simply means you are tired of misdirection , you are tired of endless decisions that have never been made because of those detractors who have always steered you in the right direction as far as they were concerned . But not today , today you have freedom , today you will exercise that liberty . You will do this on your own , no need for a friends support or understanding .
                                                          You will enter that tattoo parlour and get that very large tattoo you have promised yourself for so many years , and you wont care . You are going to claim ownership of your body , ownership of your freedom of choice .
                                                          Who the f... am I kidding , do I really want a tattoo ?
No need to examine or analyze me , I am Well Beyond That !

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