If Only You Had A Plan !
Above all else you must have a plan . Your head has to be filled with good intentions and feelings of self worth . There is no point in asking for help from someone who doesn't understand you , and in many cases can't even be bothered to understand you . You would like to think that there will be a network of support there for you , but alas at the end of the day with hopefully someone pushing you in the right direction , there is only you . There is only what you want to do to help yourself , and trying to take good advice from every spot on the planet is only going to confuse you . You must have a plan , and you are the only one who can execute it .
When you have a plan , you tend to make things easy on yourself . Without that plan everything will just seem like a jumbled up story about you , but you having no input or control about what happens . I like to call this The Chaos Syndrome . Its easy to remember , because chaotic is exactly how you feel when faced with a decision that normally would be easy to make . And finding the courage needed to conquer this chaos isn't always that simple .
Chaos has a way of making the ordinary seem like climbing Mount Everest just to get an answer to the most mundane of questions . It can make you so unsure of yourself , and make you lose what little confidence you had in the first place . That little spark of positivity you had earlier on today , has been dampened by your minds unwillingness to help you out . You have been made so aware of how fragile and uncertain you have become , because you never considered to have that little plan made in the first place . You are now reminding yourself about just how aware and in control you used to be . That was just before the war . That was just before all hell broke loose . That was just before you became unwell .
Do not try and hide this . Confront it . Look at it straight in the face and identify it . These tentacles that wrap themselves around you from time to time are crushing you . They are all consuming . Do not for one minute underestimate or lessen the importance you have made them in your life . These are all of your own creation . Created to haunt and disable you , so that you will feel enslaved to all of the mistakes and bad decisions you have ever made . But like everything else , something that has been created , can as easily be pulled asunder . Can be as easily destroyed to make way for better decisions , and instead of making the same mistakes again , learning from them . This is a choice you can make , this is what you need to do .
IF ONLY YOU HAD A PLAN !
To Love Oneself . is the Beginning of A Life Long Romance . ( Oscar Wilde )
When you have a plan , you tend to make things easy on yourself . Without that plan everything will just seem like a jumbled up story about you , but you having no input or control about what happens . I like to call this The Chaos Syndrome . Its easy to remember , because chaotic is exactly how you feel when faced with a decision that normally would be easy to make . And finding the courage needed to conquer this chaos isn't always that simple .Chaos has a way of making the ordinary seem like climbing Mount Everest just to get an answer to the most mundane of questions . It can make you so unsure of yourself , and make you lose what little confidence you had in the first place . That little spark of positivity you had earlier on today , has been dampened by your minds unwillingness to help you out . You have been made so aware of how fragile and uncertain you have become , because you never considered to have that little plan made in the first place . You are now reminding yourself about just how aware and in control you used to be . That was just before the war . That was just before all hell broke loose . That was just before you became unwell .
Do not try and hide this . Confront it . Look at it straight in the face and identify it . These tentacles that wrap themselves around you from time to time are crushing you . They are all consuming . Do not for one minute underestimate or lessen the importance you have made them in your life . These are all of your own creation . Created to haunt and disable you , so that you will feel enslaved to all of the mistakes and bad decisions you have ever made . But like everything else , something that has been created , can as easily be pulled asunder . Can be as easily destroyed to make way for better decisions , and instead of making the same mistakes again , learning from them . This is a choice you can make , this is what you need to do .IF ONLY YOU HAD A PLAN !
To Love Oneself . is the Beginning of A Life Long Romance . ( Oscar Wilde )
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