THE HENWATCH BLOG

                                                                          Its kinda strange to imagine how someone might misunderstand or fail to know how my mind functions . Unless of course you didn't know me in any way in the first place . Then I would maybe understand some misgivings that people might have . Having said that , knowing me you will also know that when it comes to my blogging and such , I do try my best to be as honest as I can possibly be , unless of course you're in the habit of doing my head in . So having laid down that little bit of useless information , it brings me to my reason for this blog ( I can hear you say just get on with it ) , Alright , alright don't be so bloody impatient ! Anyways !                                                                          Have you ever thought to yourself , having heard of a problem that someone might have , that the obvious solution is staring you right in the face ? We can all tend to go round in circl

                                                                      Stephen Paddock , doesn't sound like a threatening name ! In his sixties , wouldn't have appeared to have been somewhat of a danger to his fellow man or woman . And yet , and yet he is now charged with being the killer of at least 59 people and hundreds of more injured during his display of hatred for everybody in Las Vegas Nevada .                                                                       A country & western concert attended by over twenty thousand people was sure to get everybody singing and dancing . But sudden gunfire from an AUTOMATIC rifle which was a  FULL AUTO WEAPONS SYSTEM , which by the way are practically impossible for civilian Americans to acquire . Strange don't you think ?                                                                      Reports from many of the witnesses who were at the concert , revealed that many of the exits were locked and closed , with many peop

                                                                       I am dissatisfied ! I am disenchanted . I am definitely displeased ! I am extremely disillusioned ! But mostly I am disheartened !                                                                       Such a lot of dis's to open a blog with . Sure look around you , how is it not possible to feel all of these things and not feel some sort of dis .                                                                       I have come to the conclusion that madness is rife in our existing way of life . It has been put there to confuse and deflect .                                                                       Just look at what's happening in the world . Donald Fu..... Trump ! The people in Catalonia being systematically denied their right to freedom of expression .  The Palestinian people being systematically wiped out by Israel . You could go on all day about this shit , and still nothing is being done

                                                                       I have missed telling you about stuff ! I have wanted to believe me . But there have been too many obstacles that have halted my thought process , coming from a place of being able in my mind to being somewhat creative and forward , to suddenly being in a place that's dry , barren and to all intents and purposes hollow .                                                                        I will spare you the details , suffice to say for my own sanity and health , I have decided to just be the person who I have always been . No frills or strings attached . No huge ego to stop me from doing shit . No I will not let things I have absolutely no control over , determine whether I should be happy or not . I have actually let myself down in that respect . Because as we all know , but very rarely do we practice , in order for things to be good in our world , firstly and most importantly , one needs to be happy and

                                                                       For the life of me I fail to understand the importance in needless rushing . I understand certain people are just built that way , but for the others that aren't , its a right pain in the ass having to deal with the bullshit that comeS with someone trying to rush you . But that's only part of what I want to talk about here . I really want to talk about living in your own world so to speak . You know ? He/she is living in a world of their own , better leave them to it . We as outsiders were obviously not invited !                                                                       Everyone has their own way . And everyone has the right to behave and live their own way , once it doesn't hurt , or disturb the rest of us . Having said that , my wife and I had this conversation today with one of our sons . The younger one , he will be 37 this year , so I am using that phrase wisely ! Any way , he was expl

                                                                    Monday the 22nd May Manchester England , just after an Ariana Grande concert , murderous terror was inflicted on so many innocents . Here is yet another terrorist attack aimed at innocent people , whose futures were wiped out in an instant . There is no understanding ! There is no comprehension ! All we can feel is shock at how yet again an evil act of terror , can take away happiness and light from people who had nothing but their futures to look forward to . Instead their collective families , and their governments will lay blame at the door of these savages who took their children away .                                                                    The world has become a very dangerous place . No town or village is exempt from terrorism . Yes we will all feel when these poor innocents are laid to rest , that a feeling of our collective spirits , shall never be dampened . Shall never be allowed to make anyone

                                                                        I had the strangest of experiences recently , and it has taken quite a while for me to consider even trying to write it down , and even more importantly , try to make sense of it all . Even now , as I try and explain to you the actual core of this subject , putting the words to what happened I am finding to be extraordinarily difficult . You see it's not every day you get to experience  an episode like the one that I did .                                                                        People will always complain about how their lives are going sometimes in a direction that wasn't designed by them . They will bitch about this and bitch about that , never really appreciating what is looking at them square in the face . And that's okay , we are all allowed to bitch once in a while , but when we make bitching a reason to get us through the day , and can never seem to give it a rest , that bitching