THE HENWATCH BLOG

                                                                        Its complicated ! It's always been complicated , and you are not doing yourself any favours by making it more complicated . You ask a question that basically requires a yes or a no , and what you must face is a description of how , why , when , and did you ever . Without appearing too confrontational , please give me the simple answer I require , yes or no !                                                                         Many's a true word has been spoken in jest , and adding to the confusion by being neither truthful or clear is simply muddying the clear waters . Like why is it so hard to get an honest answer any more ? Why in the name of Buddha does there always have to be a hidden agenda ? Supposedly we have progressed over the years as human beings , but alas our humanity has been lost somewhere along the way .                                                                         Look at Is

                                                      What the fu.. is it about people ? What is it that makes them behave the way they do ? You know , today they are fine , then tomorrow they are pure shitebags . I am convinced its either something in the water , or they are eating too many steaks that are filled with fuc.... steroids . Not to mince my words (no pun intended) , but saying I have enough of their shite would be a gross misunderstanding of the way that I feel right now .                                                       And please don't send me your thoughts asking who the fu.. I am talking about . Its not gonna happen . Lets just say this is a general overview of my life at the moment . Innuendo , dropped words and deeds . Behaviour that you know is just so out of character , even if it is unintended . Its so hard to ignore , and even harder to comprehend . Just for once , if someone needs to say something to me , JUST FUC.... SAY IT !                    

                                                                    It's so hard to think of mortality without thinking firstly of yourself , and really what it means to you . Everyone takes mortality for granted , its like well I am still alive therefore it doesn't really effect me , and therefore I won't want to think about it . Selfish maybe ? Inconsiderate possibly ? Human nature absolutely ! And final so very very definitely !                                                                    Today my wife's sister said goodbye to her only son Phillip .Devastated is a word that is frequently used to describe all sorts of feelings in relation to our own emotions and sometimes the lack of them . But today I seen devastation firsthand , and there was never any thought of over exaggeration in the emotions and tears that were shed today .                                                                    I didn't know Phillip that well , and maybe that was my los

                                                                      Ain't it strange how having done all of your tutoring and teaching in relation to bringing up children , that never , not one day could you say to yourself okay that's the end of that and take the rest that you so seriously deserve . You see , in your heart of hearts you understand that the only way you're going to relinquish that responsibility is when you're out of breath and you've forgotten how to resume .                                                                       Having been in this position for forty three years , you've kinda earned yourself an opinion when it comes to these things . But unfortunately some parents refuse to exercise that opinion , and then they wonder why things seem to get a little confused . I wonder if you , the reader can relate to this ? Have you even got an opinion ? I sometimes wonder do you even care at all ?                                        

                                                                Now normally I have an idea where one of my blogs is going to go . Normally there would be a subject that has either made me happy or in some instances , made me mad . This particular blog has no sub text . It has no direction I can think of . And it certainly has no one issue that I want to address . So have patience and bear with me and lets just see where this goes okay ? Oh and by the way , if something sounds or feels familiar , don't be getting yourself thinking that it's about you , ITS NOT !                                            Once upon a time in my mind , things had structure , things had shape and reason , and now all I can see is utter confusion and hostility . Confusion , because literally no one knows what they are doing or why they are doing it any more . Hostility because you can't even ask someone a simple question , and down your throat they go .  Everything these days has to be done a

                                                                       Its hardly surprising that when you have just about settled with a particular level of calm in the Universe , something happens to add to the decay . I know that maybe I am being a little naive when I say things like this , but for once just once you think to yourself that you are pretty happy with the way things are .                                                                       When these type of events happen , its very easy to lull yourself into a little false sense of security . I mean no one wants to hear bad news . No one wants to be faced with change in their all too perfect little bubbles do they ? It's so much easier to just stand still than to either go backwards , or forwards . You see standing still is safe . Standing still is easy . And of course standing still means you never have to deal with new found difficulties .