THE HENWATCH BLOG

                                                                          Its kinda strange to imagine how someone might misunderstand or fail to know how my mind functions . Unless of course you didn't know me in any way in the first place . Then I would maybe understand some misgivings that people might have . Having said that , knowing me you will also know that when it comes to my blogging and such , I do try my best to be as honest as I can possibly be , unless of course you're in the habit of doing my head in . So having laid down that little bit of useless information , it brings me to my reason for this blog ( I can hear you say just get on with it ) , Alright , alright don't be so bloody impatient ! Anyways !                         ...

                                                                      Stephen Paddock , doesn't sound like a threatening name ! In his sixties , wouldn't have appeared to have been somewhat of a danger to his fellow man or woman . And yet , and yet he is now charged with being the killer of at least 59 people and hundreds of more injured during his display of hatred for everybody in Las Vegas Nevada .                                                                       A country & western concert attended by over twenty thousand people was sure to get everybody singing and dancing . But sudden gunfire from an AUTOMATIC rifle which was a...

                                                                       I am dissatisfied ! I am disenchanted . I am definitely displeased ! I am extremely disillusioned ! But mostly I am disheartened !                                                                       Such a lot of dis's to open a blog with . Sure look around you , how is it not possible to feel all of these things and not feel some sort of dis .                                                                ...

                                                                       I have missed telling you about stuff ! I have wanted to believe me . But there have been too many obstacles that have halted my thought process , coming from a place of being able in my mind to being somewhat creative and forward , to suddenly being in a place that's dry , barren and to all intents and purposes hollow .                                                                        I will spare you the details , suffice to say for my own sanity and health , I have decided to just be the person who I have always been . No frills or strings attached . No ...

                                                                       For the life of me I fail to understand the importance in needless rushing . I understand certain people are just built that way , but for the others that aren't , its a right pain in the ass having to deal with the bullshit that comeS with someone trying to rush you . But that's only part of what I want to talk about here . I really want to talk about living in your own world so to speak . You know ? He/she is living in a world of their own , better leave them to it . We as outsiders were obviously not invited !                                                                 ...

                                                                    Monday the 22nd May Manchester England , just after an Ariana Grande concert , murderous terror was inflicted on so many innocents . Here is yet another terrorist attack aimed at innocent people , whose futures were wiped out in an instant . There is no understanding ! There is no comprehension ! All we can feel is shock at how yet again an evil act of terror , can take away happiness and light from people who had nothing but their futures to look forward to . Instead their collective families , and their governments will lay blame at the door of these savages who took their children away .                                               ...

                                                                        I had the strangest of experiences recently , and it has taken quite a while for me to consider even trying to write it down , and even more importantly , try to make sense of it all . Even now , as I try and explain to you the actual core of this subject , putting the words to what happened I am finding to be extraordinarily difficult . You see it's not every day you get to experience  an episode like the one that I did .                                                                        People will always complain about how their lives are going some...