Stop Acting Like a C... !

                                                                      It serves me well to write when the best part of my day is through . It kinda filters all of the negativity we are surrounded by day after day , and cleanses the mind of any anger or feelings of helplessness . I know there are people out there who might like to do the same , and all I can tell you is that once you get past the need to be concerned about what someone might think about your writing , then you are on the road to fulfillment .
                                                                     Sometimes , in fact a lot of the time , the mind gets cluttered with garbage that a filter would sort out , if only there was one available .I mean you can write a program for a computer to filter out all of the unnecessary trash that clogs up your memory , can't you ? Why not one to save our sanity when we inadvertently go into meltdown mode .As we all know , to go through a meltdown can be very alarming to the system , and having an out , lets call it , would be a handy tool to have .
                                                                    We don't need the reason for our meltdown to be full of drama . In fact most meltdowns come as a result of something rather stupid , and when they happen you will always hear the meltdownee say , it was the straw that broke the camel's back . It was a build up of all the stupid accusations and innuendo that people tend to level at each other . If you could as an exercise , at the end of the day when you are just about ready to go to sleep , you can look at your partner and declare the love you have for them has never altered even though at this moment in time you feel that they are acting like a right cu..., well then it would certainly bode well for your future .
                                                                   But as we all know , humans being human , would never concede the fact that actually they

were acting like a cu.. . No , rather than be honest and apologize , they will drag whatever issue started it in the first place , into the next day , the next week and sometimes the next month . And in really sad circumstances , some of them never regain the trust or the love they used to have for this person . Its all about ego people , never wanting concede an inch . Never wanting to appear weak . Always wanting to portray oneself as the best thing that was ever created , and eventually losing everything as a result . Family respect , sibling respect , social respect , you lose everything because of your damn ego .

                                                                  So with all of that in mind , stop acting like the cu.. that you are , and be the person you lost a long time ago . Its truly amazing the things people forgive , but only if you decide to stop acting like a ............................................................!