Day after Day !

                                                                           It's so hard to just accept things at face value . I am a prime example of how face value will never really work . You see when you invest a lot of your time in questioning everything , from the simple workings of a cheese grater , to the secrets of the universe , you can easily be overwhelmed by the simplest of representations .
                                                                         You see no matter what or who is introduced to you , some sort of representation is always needed just to tickle your interest buds . If things were just placed in front of you for your perusal without any sort of explanation or representation , nobody would ever get anywhere in a very short space of time . So that is why dressing something up , no matter how simple it is , will always benefit the piece being represented . So once we get all of the make up , and design out of the way , the piece is ready to be shown to the world .
                                                                         And isn't that exactly how we still view ourselves . well the majority of us anyway ? We will never expose our true selves to the world as we do every day to our husbands / wives and family . They are close enough to accept our imperfections . They are close enough to be exposed to our true character and our loving and at times vicious tongues . You see they are family , and the thing about family is that we never , ever , hide how we feel about each other .

Anubis The Protector !

                                                                        Sometimes generations are born and grow to be the adults we all hope them to be . But the history of families are never truly allowed to rest , or never meant to be forgotten . We all truly make sure of that . Within the family structure abides the ghosts of goodness , but also the ghosts of the not so good . Never allowed to rest and be peaceful . Always in our deepest thoughts , the reminders of why we can never be how we would all like to be .
                                                                       So when you decide to relive all of the past you were happy with , and the past you hated with a vengeance . Set aside some patience for yourself . Set aside some little understanding that you know will feed this terrible memory . Take yourself aside and remind yourself how you survived all of this and smiled when deep inside your gasket was ready to explode . Your strength will always protect you , as it has up till now . You are the protector , though you always looked elsewhere . No need to challenge what has always been looking at you square in the face , Day after Day .